So what the hell happened. It feels like some glass bubble of a world was shattered, ever so recently, and I along with everyone else in it had no choice but to notice the falling pieces. Odd metaphor, yes, but that's how it feels. Most of my closest friends have had their lives and worlds change fairly dramatically over the last few months, and it almost seems like everyone is getting more bad than good. But I'm not really sure what everyone else is thinking. Personally, I'm getting that 'homesick for a place that doesn't exist' feeling, and it's weighing me down day by day. Not only that, but I'm missing my friends. I feel like we've all grown horribly distant, and everything's changed too much to go back. I might just be focusing my own worries and anxieties into my 'abject loneliness' box, but hell. I'm just tired of everything, the way things are now. That's not to say there's not some good, but you know me. I've never been a glass half full guy, so why would I start now? But I have no good ending for my 4 am mid-work rambling. | 
